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Monday, August 16, 2004

10:55PM

I hardly talk to anyone that would actually read this which makes me feel kind of guilty. Nobody has to continue reading but I just felt like writing even though I should be sleeping because I have to get up for work at 630 in the morning.

Today I tried to break out of my shell but it didnt quite work. I got red! highlights in my hair. YOU CANT EVEN TELL, so know I have a pissed mom for no reason. O well, its my money to waste I guess.

My family is driving me nuts I cant wait to get out of this house and city. Why should I do anything when they are just going to say I dont do shit anyways. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!

School starts in one week. More hell, the only good thing about that is that I wont have to go to work everyday! I just hope I can get my act together and show everybody that I can do it because I want to do it, even though it is biochem and cell biology.

Ok enough venting time to lay in bed and not sleep!!

Wednesday, March 3, 2004

12:27PM

Less than one day to cram for my Human Physio test.
A little more than a day left until Spring Break.
I havent decided if I want the time to go by faster or slower yet.

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

11:21PM

Spring break in a week and a half yay!! Doesnt that seem early whatever it doesnt matter to me, the sooner i get a week off :)

Monday, February 16, 2004

8:55PM

Step 1: Open MP3 player.
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing

1- Aha- Take on me
2- A Perfect Circle- Weak and Powerless
3- A Perfect Circle- The Outsider
4- 311- Come Original
5- Incubus- Megalomaniac
6- Audioslave- I am the highway
7- Britney Spears- Toxic
8- Finger eleven- One thing
9- Fuel- Bad Day
10- Gorillaz- Clint Eastwood

I dont think Britney and Aha really fit but o well.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

11:51PM

So I did nothing productive this weekend. Those two tests last week definitely threw me off. Friday I went to the Gap in Strongsville to pick up my paycheck which will be the only one for awhile since they havent scheduled me in three weeks!! Why do I work 30 minutes away from my house? it's such a pain in the ass. Then I bought shoes (I swear I didnt buy them because the cute guy that was working there was flirting with me) which I returned today because no one liked them. After that I went grocery shopping and made spinach and artichoke dip and then watched some movies.
Saturday was good, went out to Olive Garden with the girls and had a blast taking pictures of Izzy and the waiter on his knees. Then went back to one of the dorms to watch a sappy movie(chocolat) and eat chocolate.
Today I went to the mall over here and returned my shoes and bought a different pair. Now I am trying to do my stupid Biology Lab report which is not working out.

Saturday, February 14, 2004

1:13AM

Today I made Spinach and artichoke dip and it actually tasted good. YAY!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

9:20PM

Today is almost over yay. Two tests down one to go....
Wish there was something else to say but thats all my life seems to be revolved around lately. Maybe something good will happen tomorrow after my test at the Italian Festival. :)

12:38AM

So yeah I like writing it lets me rethink the day.
Lots of random conversations today about asses and porn. I love my two hour lunches with the girls on Tuesdays and Thursdays thats the only thing that keeps me going during the long ass day. Today wasnt too bad though since we got out of lab early and then I skipped a Lab lecture to study for my ochem test I have tomorrow. I cant wait till I get this test over with so I can study for my bio3 test that i have on thursday. George helped me out by studying with me for a couple of hours. I dont know what I would do without that kid.
Drove home sat in traffic then went to the library next to my house were I bumped into three of my male cousins in the process. Wow this is what sucks about living in Westlake. Ahhh they are everywhere!!
Then I went home and did some more studying yeaaah and now I am about to go study some more, the fun never stops.

Monday, February 9, 2004

10:50PM

Instead of studying for one of the three tests I have on Wednesday and Thursday I am just kind of chillin. So Izzy had a point yesterday when she said that instead of paying attention to any of the guys that are interested i want guys who dont even know I exist. But I think that if the guys I am attracted to actually wanted me I would still give them the time of day.
So lately I have been feeling rejected on the boy front but then some strange dude I dont even know named Marshall( yeah I know, he is southern) started passing me notes in my psych class. At the end of class he gave me his number. Now you all know me, im all talk, I didnt call him. I have been thinking about it and should I have called him or atleast tried to figure out what he was all about? He is nice about it too he still says hi and does the whole small talk thing. I dont know I never know.
Ill just continue on with my boring routine by myself going to class and studying. O what fun.

Sunday, February 8, 2004

1:22AM - Shocker

I am back. I dont even know if anyone checks this anymore but I feel like writing so i am just going to write.
I dont really know why I a make myself so stressed out, I see everybody around me and they all seem to be having fun and still doing well. I dont know why I put shit off either I just cant help it. I mean I have an Ochem test and a bio test next week and i am not even close to being ready for either one of them.
Today was ok, went out saw my girl dance in the Asian American Alliance show. I love Indian music and dancing. We went out afterwards, no luck picking up some guys though, hah hott nice guys around CASE? What was I thinking? Yeah I know what you people are thinking she still only thinks about guys? Yes guys are always on my mind. Lately I feel like i have been settling though. Oh well.

Saturday, May 10, 2003

12:15PM - thoughts run wild in my head.....

I dont know what to think. This is so unreal. I mean for something like this to happen on our campus. If most of you dont know, we had a hostage situation at our school of management building yesterday. The building is a year old and is known for its odd design. To get into this building you have to have card access or go through security. Well yesterday at approximately 4:15 a man wearing camouflaged clothing with two weapons, one which was a machine gun, broke in through one of the windows and started to randomly shoot at people. Many escaped, once fire was opened. But about 70 people were trapped with this mad man inside for seven hours. One 30 yr old man died and some were injured. Can you imagine being locked in offices, hiding and fearing for your life for seven hours? The man was finally apprehended by swat teams. Supposedly this man was a former student and employee who filed a law suit against the University. He had some sort of Vendetta against the school since the law suit was dropped. How can I feel safe anymore? The President of our school said something very interesting that really stuck to me---- "The students, faculty and staff here are all members of our university family, and we grieve for the loss of life and innocence."

Friday, April 25, 2003

12:50AM

Where have I disappeared to? Stay tuned.....

Saturday, December 21, 2002

3:38AM

Wow these last few weeks have been really crazy. I can believe i have survived my first semester of college and did pretty well also. I am happy it is vacation but sad at the same time. I dont get to see any of my friends from Syracuse:( and all the people from school live too far away. I went to the Cleveland Art Museum on Tuesday i love how i visited it about a month ago but i still noticed new things and got different perspectives on different pieces. I really think it is the people you go with too. I love Monet. hmm went bowling and to dinner. It was so much fun. I like hanging out with people that are so fun loving, some people say it is hard to find those kind of people at CASE but I have never noticed that kind of thing all the people that I have met are so special. Well its time to go to bed and really get some sleep since i have no work tomorrow morning woohoo i dont have to wake up at 630!!

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

10:58PM

This week has really been a week full of craziness and it is not even over. I should really be studying for my Chem Final tomorrow so I have to make this quick. I cant believe the first semester of my college life will be over on Friday after my Soc. Final- which i havent even studied for yet. Also I better stop talking to guys because they are gonna ruin my plan of attack. I was supposed to avoid all temptation. Too DISTRACTING!! Go away President Afflek!!

Current mood: crazy
Current music: Tool- parabola

Thursday, November 14, 2002

7:00PM

Heres some oddness for ya, I grew up in Snowy Syracuse and never went downhill skiing (back of the high school down the dinky hill does not count). Im finally going to go skiing here woohoo they are willing to teach me and maybe even snow board. OOO im gonna go ice skating too. I am getting anxious for the snow. Hold up what did i just say... ok not that anxious.

6:48PM

I absolutely adore the special people i met at CASE. I feel so joyous to have met them. I mean I love all my great friends from WG and stuff but I feel so lucky to have got to meet people like these right off the bat. People that I feel really do care. I was worried that I wouldnt make new friends but I was wrong with my attitude toward this school, everyone is great and cares for everyone else especially my wonderful commuter buddies, chemistry cult included.

Current mood: indescribable
Current music: gone by Three Doors Down

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

6:18PM

Wow you think they would have a deactivation of this thing or something if you havent used it in like months.

There is so much going on but now that I am trying to write it down I cant think of any thing. Cleveland is alright haven't really gone anywhere except to school and back. Speaking of that I got a new car woohoo. Its hott- its only a beginners car.
I can't believe that half of a semester already has passed. I miss everyone in Syracuse Its sad but I have hardly talked to anyone from over there. I have been so swamped with school. Grrr I can never catch up too too much to do.
Classes are ok. I thought for gym I was gonna take something fun like Modern Dance and get some kind of work out or do lots of interpretive stuff but it is all ballet and there is nothing wrong with ballet but my professor makes it so boring and keeps comparing us and treating us like her preschooler dance class.
Chemistry is fun- my professor is the funniest man ever he has this grunt thing when he is happy and he likes to use the term "ca-ca(as in poop)" every so often. The class has 200 something students but it is fun....not the tests though
Oh and my Calculus teacher is Santa it is so funny because every one else thinks he is too. At first i thought I was alone on this thought but the whole class calls him Santa.
My other classes are alright too nothing that sticks out about them though.
I love all my new friends especially my twin who calls me J-hoe and David who thinks I am J lo
O and all the cuties in Chem.
There is so much more to say but I am drawing a blank. I hope everyone is having a fun time in college. I Will try to keep in touch more.

Current mood: indescribable
Current music: Another Loser Anthem- good charlotte

Thursday, August 15, 2002

11:00PM

Sorry but im not coming to Syracuse anymore.

1:12PM

Hola mis amigas, Guess what? I am coming to Syracuse in the morning tomorrow, I know this is last minute but i hope you can come and visit me email me if you can at SunnyJay421@hotmail.com. I am only staying for a couple of hours.

Tuesday, August 6, 2002

5:03PM

Wow I haven't written in long time. I hope everyone is having a terrific summer. I miss everyone so very much. This is very sad for me. I hate the fact that i might not see any of you for a very long time. I miss Syracuse so very much, isn't that sad. I hate the fact that life is gonna be so different now, but i guess change is good.
Well i have been just chillin this summer. I went to mississippi/ tennessee to visit my cousins, which was lots of fum, we mainly chilled. Now I am just hanging out in New Jersey with my sister and niece. I might visit Syracuse in the middle of the month but i am not sure it would probably only be for a day.
I start "college" (its weird to say that) on the 17(that's the start of orientation). This is gonna be really weird. I hope I can handle it. Well I miss ya guys much and I am going to try to write in this more and keep in touch of course. I hope you all do the same.

Current mood: calm
Current music: by the way by red hot chilli Peppers

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